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Sang at Sunday’s service and I love the lyrics.  I thought it may be a hymn originally so pleasantly surprise to learn that it’s from Hillsong.

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I have been very blessed, with many talents, but I don’t put God first.  David was a very beautiful man, and he had a heart for God, he feared God, and he knew God.  That’s why he was God’s favoured king and God promised him that his name will not disappear from the kingship.

I don’t deserve a place in God’s kingdom, but yet God had given me a place in heaven.  God loves me, He sent Jesus to died for me, such a gift and I should be grateful.  But I live my life not remembering that at all, I live my life to glorify myself – build my home and comfort.  And when my comfort is compromised, I whinge and whine.  

Lord, I ought to learn contentment, humility and gratitude, as you’ve saved me for your purpose.  Teach me how and forgive me for my unbelief.  Help me be more like you, Amen.

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Insecurity

Funny how my mind works!  Was at training last week and I’d usually log onto work emails a day before going back to the office, to check that there’s not been any fire waiting for me to put out.

Hmmmm…  Nothing.  No hell broke lose in my absence.

Started feeling uneasy.  Instead of feeling happy that all’s well, I felt kind of disappointed.

Then today a newbie joined and we had a meet and greet.  He sounds knowledgable, I thought.  He’s been tasked to look at my team and how it could be working better.

Ouch…. instead of feeling grateful for there’s just been no time to look beyond the bare minimum, I’m looking at this extra resource with dubious eyes?

Inadequacy, that’s the problem.  The little voice is telling me I’m no longer in demand; things have worked without me and it’s transmitting insecurity signals.  I felt the need to justify my existence, prove my ability.  How ridiculous!

God help me, be gracious to me for lessons to learn are many.  I thank you for revealing my insecurity from deep within, as you know my every being and I need not hide from you. Thank you for loving me despite it all.  Amen.

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Today’s closing song at church, with lyrics I can use to pray for Lord Jesus to renew my vows to Him.  May you be encouraged and ask Jesus into your lives daily.

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